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[26 Feb 2005|10:01am] |
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Ok, I've realized I hadn't updated in a lonnnggg time so I decided to go for it, since a lot has been hap-en-in. Well first, a little side story, when I decided I wanted to update, i signed on to the website, and I accidently logged out, and then i forgot my password! So I was gonna have them e-mail it to me, but it wouldnt work. So then I was gonna make a new username. But then i remembered my old password. So now I'm updating. Right. On other notes: I just got home from Maine the other day. Over all it was decent, I couldnt sleep at all cause of shitty pull ot couches the whole time. BUTTTTT i got 6 cd's: Fear before the march of flames (2), cursive, unearth, the cure, and modest mouse. Hella cool, I know. Andd i got 2 pairs of jeans, a new pimp pink button up, some booxaaassss which are hhhhhuuuuuge but ok, and some stuff to where to fancy places. wooooordd up kids. i went to erica's the other night. and i gave her some chocolates i bought her over vaca. I bought a card too but i realized it was HELLA dorky, so i left it at home, i know, how cool am i huh? i THINK she liked them, cause she said she did. Hah. And later that night, i asked her out for the official record. And we watched 2 bad movies, well started to, then just put on the family guy DVD's. word up, its hella cool. And im hella hyper. So Ima hella go. Oh by the way i forgot, she said hella yes. Woooord sonnnn, now im hella happy! hahaha im an idiooootttttt.
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[30 Oct 2004|06:08pm] |
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yo wadup bitches, its da malinator coming to you from the side of brittens. Im chillin like a villan and gellin like a felon. ive had a carazy week yo. i bent my toenail back off of the toe and it hurts like a motha. i cant stop listening to modest mouse. like word. so im out.
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| You, Sleeping - The Ambition Of An Angel |
[11 Aug 2004|11:40pm] |
I am the blackest feather
turned bad against your back
I burn through your complextion
Like ink on lips
as always, let me know what you think. AIM: AsTheHeroDies
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[11 Aug 2004|11:35pm] |
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ok so its like, 11:37, and im bored. Today i went shopping with adam. he was supposed to pick me up at 10, but slept in till 11:30. So that was fun. haha. I bought an american eagle button up and 3 cds. It was a killer time. My bro got madden 05, so i've been basically wasting my days away to that. ode to joy.
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| You, Sleeping - As Vipers Make Love |
[17 Jul 2004|11:06am] |
It's Not done yet, so IM me with comments or some ideas.
Your breath on my neck
As you release
The viper hold, you held on me
Your tongue sinks in like
Viper’s teeth
Adrenaline runs like poison
Your hand on my head
Tightening grip
Pull my hair
Bite my lip
Let this ride, be a trip
Oh, You make blood flow from my veins
To make room for that kiss again
That simple car ride
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[17 Jul 2004|10:51am] |
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ok, I'm really bored, and no ones online, so i decided to make a list of my top 20 favorite bright eyes songs. haha, I'm a loser i know. ok, they arent in order within themselves, but theyre jjst m favorite 20.
Messenger Bird's Song - There is no beginning to the story EP
Let's Not Shit Outselves (To Love And Be Loved) - Lifted or the story is in the soil, keep your ear to the ground
Don't Know When But A Day Is Gonna Come - Lifted or the story is in the soil, keep your ear to the ground
Bowl Of Oranges - Lifted or the story is in the soil, keep your ear to the ground
You Will. You? Will. You? Will. You? Will. - Lifted or the story is in the soil, keep your ear to the ground
A Poetic Retelling of an Unfortunate Seduction - Letting Off The Happiness
Padriac My Prince - Letting Off The Happiness
If Winter Ends - Letting Off The Happiness
An Attempt To Tip The Scales - Fevers And Mirrors
Haligh, Haligh, A Lie, Haligh - Fevers And Mirrors
The Movement Of A Hand - Fevers And Mirrors
The Center Of The World - Fevers And Mirrors
Something Vague - Fevers And Mirrors
A Line Allows Progress, A Circle Does Not - Everyday And Every Night EP
A Perfect Sonnet - Everyday And Every Night EP
Patient Hope In New Snow - A Collection Of Songs
I Watched You Taking Off - A Collection Of Songs
A Celebration Upon Completion - A Collection Of Songs
Feb. 15 - A Collection Of Songs
A Few Minutes On Friday - A Collection Of Songs
Haha, wow, I'm a loser. Right. So i'm bored, I think im seeing anchorman again tonight cause it's an awesome movie. muaha. Not much has happened, I just finished my first week of working at camp. bkjabshdfbhjk, im out.
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[11 Jul 2004|02:52am] |
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Yo, well its like, what, 2:40 in the morning? and I have a lot that has happened. Well lets see, for the past two weeks I've been seeing this girl Erika. We werent going out, because i couldnt handle a girl friend, and i was giving myself space to meet new people.But i could really see myself with her. And then this girl Teresa who i've liked for a while, and has liked me for a while, IMed me. And we started talking on the phone for like, 4 hours a day, and 3 a night, haha. Well the more and more we talk, the more and more I like her, and can't see myself with erika anymore. I dunno it was just weird. So i had to tell erika i couldn't see her in that way anymore, because i felt it was unfair to be with her if me and teresa wanted to be together. But she was cool with it, cause erika is one of the coolest girls i know, and i meaaaaaan that! ugh, tonight, i went to taco bell, bird park, and the mall with britt, amy, and jeff. I bought some stupid toy cause i wanted to waste money. It was some weird model, and took 2 hours to make. well I'm out. Here's a little weird thing fro quizzila.
| How to make a AcousticSuicide |
Ingredients:
1 part Suck
1 part Emo
3 parts Hottness |
Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of sadness and a pinch of salt. Yum! |
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[06 Jul 2004|08:57pm] |
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yoooo, im at brits house with erika and amy. We went to the mall and i got some jeans, 2 pairs of sandles, and undiess,for 20 bucks. According to the girls, the jeans are hott cause they made me get tiny ones. haha. right well were just chillin, so im out.
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oh yeah, its an old girl friend. haha my bad.
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[30 Jun 2004|11:39pm] |
Hey, i just started working on this one. so it kinda sucks. But its about my girl friend cheating on me. :-\. shit happens. Leave a comment on it, or IM me for shits and giggles. AsTheHeroDies
“Love A Lie; Live Denial”
Since when, do you spell love
With a blade and a little blood?
And I don’t like the way you’ve changed
And who’s James and…
Why do you stutter when I ask where you went?
Who’s clothes are you wearing?
Is there something wrong cause,
You haven't returned my calls
Is it wrong to know the truth,
But know speak a solid word to you?
Cause I know all the things you do
I know where you went, and I know who he is
But I tell myself you wouldn’t lie to me
But I have one last favor to ask of you
Take the knife from my back
And place it in my chest
Cause I don’t wanna be around to hear this
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[29 Jun 2004|02:21pm] |
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ok ok, everybody, right now, i want you to go to www.deepelm.com its the best fucking music ever. EVER. EVERRRRRRRRR. Here, i'll tell you all the good bands to check out:
The Appleseed Cast
Benton Falls
Brandtson
Burns out bright
cross out my heart
david singer
dead red sea
desert city soundtrack
fire divine
five eight
hundred hands
last days of april
lewis
lock and key
logh
planes mistaken for stars
pop unknow
red animal war
settlefish
seven story
slowride
starmarket
surrounded
the beautiful mistake
the white octave
Ok, so check all of them out, but keep it on the down low. Ya'll think you think dashboard is real emo. fuck that pop star. THIS IS INDIE EMO BABY! so go. now. right now.
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| The Summer as is today to date |
[28 Jun 2004|04:24pm] |
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ELLO ELLO!!! LOOKS LIKE WE GOT A NICE LIL' CROC RIGHT HE-AR. OOOH CRANKY ITS A BIG LIL FELLA!
sorry about that. Well lets see. Fridays concert was fucking crazy. Avery underwater, fucking rocked my socks off, luckily i brought a second pair. oh my fucking god theyre good. go to www.purevolume.com/averyunderwater. its amazing. A Loss For Words, they wre crazy too. I've seen them before but I wasnt really paying attention. So it was like i never saw them before. really good stuff. and of course. THE CADENCE. Insane? of course. what else could one expect? Theyre music makes me tingle in my girly places. Me and Jeff met these cool girls there: Erika, Britt, and Amy. Which is weird cause we alredy have friends names Erica, Britt, and Amy. and after the show, Nick, Dan, And I walked to domino's. Except it was fucking pouring and we realized we were walking in the wrong direction. But when we turned around to go to the real domino's, nicks dad picked us up and brought us to nicks house to get towels then to go to McDonald's. what a swell guy. And I got a Big MAC and a McFlurry. Just so you know. And my soda choice was Coke. Nothing like healthy cooking. On saturday I went over Jeff's and we just hung out and shit and Amy, Erika, And Britt (From the show) came over, and we watched part of nightmare on elm street, even though i said it would have been horrible. and we turned it off. you know why? CAUSE IT WAS HORRIBLE. SO I WAS RIGHT. So we put on 8 Mile. Oh yeah, Me Erika and Amy went to McDonalds to get McFlurry's while Jeff and Britt got it on. Then we went to The Sweny's to see Sarah And Courtney. And I stayed in on Sunday cause my rents are cool. Dinner was good though, So i called Erica and Britt (Not the concert ones). Now I'm just chilling before Jeffs with Britt and Erika (The Show ones). Oh today, i recorded my song "Symphonic Screams" cause i was really bored, its got some cool effects. Im out. Bye.
P.S. I'm on the phone with Britt (Not the concert one)
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[28 Jun 2004|04:24pm] |
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ELLO ELLO!!! LOOKS LIKE WE GOT A NICE LIL' CROC RIGHT HE-AR. OOOH CRANKY ITS A BIG LIL FELLA!
sorry about that. Well lets see. Fridays concert was fucking crazy. Avery underwater, fucking rocked my socks off, luckily i brought a second pair. oh my fucking god theyre good. go to www.purevolume.com/averyunderwater. its amazing. A Loss For Words, they wre crazy too. I've seen them before but I wasnt really paying attention. So it was like i never saw them before. really good stuff. and of course. THE CADENCE. Insane? of course. what else could one expect? Theyre music makes me tingle in my girly places. Me and Jeff met these cool girls there: Erika, Britt, and Amy. Which is weird cause we alredy have friends names Erica, Britt, and Amy. and after the show, Nick, Dan, And I walked to domino's. Except it was fucking pouring and we realized we were walking in the wrong direction. But when we turned around to go to the real domino's, nicks dad picked us up and brought us to nicks house to get towels then to go to McDonald's. what a swell guy. And I got a Big MAC and a McFlurry. Just so you know. And my soda choice was Coke. Nothing like healthy cooking. On saturday I went over Jeff's and we just hung out and shit and Amy, Erika, And Britt (From the show) came over, and we watched part of nightmare on elm street, even though i said it would have been horrible. and we turned it off. you know why? CAUSE IT WAS HORRIBLE. SO I WAS RIGHT. So we put on 8 Mile. Oh yeah, Me Erika and Amy went to McDonalds to get McFlurry's while Jeff and Britt got it on. Then we went to The Sweny's to see Sarah And Courtney. And I stayed in on Sunday cause my rents are cool. Dinner was good though, So i called Erica and Britt (Not the concert ones). Now I'm just chilling before Jeffs with Britt and Erika (The Show ones). Oh today, i recorded my song "Symphonic Screams" cause i was really bored, its got some cool effects. Im out. Bye.
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[05 Jun 2004|12:34pm] |
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sorry, the last two posts were a mistake. i recently joined a community for just lyrics and for some reason my two posts came here. hmm, disregard them, i'm gona try and figure it out later. cya
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| A Static Lullaby - Nightmares Win 6-0 |
[05 Jun 2004|12:26pm] |
a kiss turns to brandy.
a dagger learns to cut hair.
lipstick stains her addiction...
as the cresent moon turn clouds into frowns.
watch the sea swallow and forget...
given up ambiton for eight legs...
venom engulfs the most precious fairy tales.
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| The Hero Dies First - Confined To Confinements |
[05 Jun 2004|12:17pm] |
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“Confined To Confinements”
Life goes by so fast when you're beautiful
My liquid tears of you bring a choke
As 6 month seconds break me
I fall upon you, faithful wings where art thou? I need you
Welcoming flames and blades
Cut me into pieces
With these words as your swords
And my blood as your ink
Sign me to yourself
I’ll forever cut these wings and become you once again
Bury me
I’m one feather away from grace all because I gave this away (Break me)
And thorns seem so comforting (Break me)
As we confine ourselves to confinements (Break me)
Your name slips through my fingers like wine (Break me)
Now take me upon your shoulders (Break me)
And…Break me
Take me and…
Take me and…
Take me and…
Take me and break…
…This halo tying me to hope
Bring me back down to reality with you
And attach me to the ocean floor
Where I can contemplate
The time it takes for you to fill my lungs
And allow me to kiss the voice that
Takes my life away…
Well welcoming the end of life is all right
As long as these scars don’t fade
So I’ll never forget your face
And even after we’re gone
The stars will hold on to our stories
And shed tears for me
Because I’ll be to broken to know anything
Except how to break and when
So please forgive me as I…
Break me
I’m one feather away from grace all because I gave this away
And thorns seem so comforting
As we confine ourselves to confinements
Your name slips through my fingers like wine
Now take me upon your shoulders
And…
Break me
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[04 Jun 2004|06:25pm] |
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hey again, I'm bored as hell because i can't go out and it's only 6:26 on friday. Fuckshit. I need some help on some music. I have 20 bucks, and i can buy two cd's but i dont know which ones. Here are the choices: Modest Mouse - Good news for people who love bad news, Desaparacidos (Conor Oberst's side project) - Read Music/Speak Spanish, Bright Eyes - Letting Off The Happiness, Bright Eyes/Son, Ambulance - Oh, Holy Fools Split EP, and Cursive - The Ugly Organ. So remember, i Can only get two, help me out with some ideas. Oh yeah, on the subject od Da Ba ND, My scream has drasticly improved on the acount of me not sucking anymore. I realized I was trying way too hard and now I got it down, it just needs more practice to perfect. And I cant remember if i already stated this but we're using the name "The Hero Dies First". Not that it matters. And we have one set of lyrics done and we will start writing the music for it as soon as I can get out of my house. Here are the lyrics, (they may change, and i'm just posting to take up space. oh yeah, i wrote this with arrangment help from Doug).
“Confined To Confinements”
Life goes by so fast when you're beautiful
My liquid tears of you bring a choke
As 6 month seconds break me
I fall upon you, faithful wings where art thou? I need you
Welcoming flames and blades
Cut me into pieces
With these words as your swords
And my blood as your ink
Sign me to yourself
I’ll forever cut these wings and become you once again
Bury me
I’m one feather away from grace all because I gave this away (Break Me)
And thorns seem so comforting (Break Me)
As we confine ourselves to confinements (Break Me)
Your name slips through my fingers like wine (Break Me)
Now take me upon your shoulders (Break Me)
And…Break Me
Take me and…
Take me and…
Take me and…
Take me and break
This halo tying me to hope
Bring me back down to reality with you
And attach me to the ocean floor
Where I can contemplate
The time it takes for you to fill my lungs
And allow me to kiss the voice that
Takes my life away…
Well welcoming the end of life is all right
As long as these scars don’t fade
So I’ll never forget your face
And even after we’re gone
The stars will hold on to our stories
And shed tears for me
Because I’ll be to broken to know anything
Except how to break and when
So please forgive me as I…
Break
I’m one feather away from grace all because I gave this away (Break Me)
And thorns seem so comforting (Break Me)
As we confine ourselves to confinements (Break Me)
Your name slips through my fingers like wine (Break Me)
Now take me upon your shoulders (Break Me)
And…Break me
Muahaha.
And last and certainly least, the whole screen name thing. Within the past 4 days or so I've had to change my screen name 3 times. The reason being a virus. Theres was some virus that kept deleating my buddy least and even after I refilled it, within 10 seconds it was gone again. So, I figured out the problem and fixed it. Unfortunetly, the screen names Malination Time and AnAmissHierarchy are still fucked up. they wont even sign on. So, my new, and perminant, screen name is AsTheHeroDies. That's it, I'm out.
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whoa, ok alot has happened and is happening. First off im grounded this friday-sunday cause I lied to my rents about getting a progress report. Sucks, but even more so then usual. Allow me to explain. Me and my friends bryan and doug want to start a hardcore/emocore band and we were gonna get organized and review some stuff at our first practice saturday. I was so happy to finally be able to practice. But, now I'm grounded so I can't. sucks aye? Whatever, I can make due. Oh yeah, just incase, if you play guitar, like hardcore/emocore, wanna be in a band, and have a huge commitment to music, then give me, doug, or bryan an IM or call. One of the reasons I was looking forward to the practice was the fact that im going to be the lead singer (well lead screamer cause ima be screaming) and I need some advice and help from bryan and doug on how to scream and what fits. But, now i have to wait till NEXT weekend. yay!
Now for my week so far. ok we'll start with friday. Aight, on friday i went to the mall with brendan, jeff, and katie c. and from there we talked to building 19 and brendan bought a pink bandana. Then on the way back to the mall he put the pink bandana on and started yelling yall aint got shit on me to some black gang in the parking lot. Thank god they didnt hear him. hah. And then at the mall we met up with some friends, peaches, jo-k, and despina. Jeff put me on his shoulders and walked me into the papa gino's sign. I feel. My heart hurt. Then we all just walked around and I started wasting my money. WASTE MOMENT #1: I bought a $14.99 Matrix toy from KB. haha don't ask. Ok, on saturday I ugh...oh yeah, I hung out with katie M, aka trogdor, at her house. We watched Club Dred and played pool. She won a game and I won a game. So all in all I won because I'm a boy. Then I went to TGI Fridays with Yolanda and Gingles (Brendan). Then we went to best buy and I wasted some more money. WASTE MOMENT #2: I bought the Lil Jon and the east side boyz CD, whaaaaaaat? I bought the Lil Jon and the east side boyz CD, ookkkkkkkay!! (sorry) and i bought the ja-ja-ja-G-UNIT cd. a total amount of $27.99. But it was worth it. After that we drove to Wal Mart to meet Kim so her and Yolanda could buy light up sandles. Oh joy. Then we just drove around and i bought some sun flower seeds. I know, I know, you were expecting waste moment #3 to go along with the sun flower seeds. A waste? maybe. Worthy of the spot for waste moment #3? no. On with the show. On sunday I went To Gingles house and chill with him for a while before Yolanda And Kim picked us up to go to the Menden Drive in to see the day after tommorow. (yes, it was good). And on the way we had KFC. ohhhh yeah kfc, I love that stuff. My rents got pissed at me when I came home thought cause i got home at like 12:45 and asked to stay for the second movie. Whatever. I slept until like 1 in the afternoon on monday and just chilled out I think. On tuesday school sucked and I went over Brendans house because we were supposed to go to Guitar Center but my mom decided to be a freak and said no. So we just chilled. We got bored and tried to freebase some Ovilteen. Didn't work. Then wed. was a half day. I wore a suite that day in school. Me and Gingles walked from The high school to Big Y in it then changed in the middle of the bathroom. WASTE MOMENT #3: I bought two giant cans of spaghetti O's for about $5.50. I ended up throwing one in the woods because i didnt feel like carrying it. From there we went to the mall and met up with Britt and Erica. WASTE MOMENT #4: I spent around $15.00 on X-men action figures. Gambit and Dare Devil to be exact. But when the box says "Ultra posable" in cool lettering and it comes with a comic book, I can't resist. Hah. After that we all walked to Erica's house and just chilled. AMy came later. The girls watched Moulin Rouge while I made Gambit and Dare Devil Fight To The Death!!!!! MUAHHAHAHA. Surprisingly, Gambit won in the first hand to hand match. But he lost in the weapons match that followed. Then I turned a picture of Erica into "Circus Freak: BEARDED LADY!" it was fun. When i went home thats when i found out my mom called mrs. Chase and found out about the progress report. So i got grounded. Today I just chilled, and I practiced screaming for a while while my mom was out. Now I'm writing. Woop Woop. Oh yeah, last night I was working on lyrics with the assistance of Sir Doug Of Smith. WORD! Now, I'm sure you're all sitting there with a calculator saying "hey buck-o, those waste moment totals don't add up to 100 bucks". WELL COUNTER THIS ASSHOLES! did you add in the sun flower seeds at aprox. $1.49?!?! HUH DID YA? AND DID YOU ADD IN ALL THE TAX ON THE TOYS?! HUH DID YA? AND DID YA COUNT THE 5 BUCKS TO GET INTO THE MOVIE AND THE MONEY I SPENT ON KFC. APROX. $10.14??? HUH DID YAAAA?!?! AND DID YOU ADD IN THE 20 SOME ODD BUCKS I SPENT ON iTUNES?! HUUUUHHHHHH FUCKKING DIDD YAAAA???? oh, alright.
Now, on the other hand, I'm very confused, because like, me and Erica are taking a break because I don't want a girl friend right. And i still love her. But like, now that I'm single, I'm starting to like other people too. Ugh i dunno what to do. I'll just get rid of my aggression with screaming. I'm out. cya. Oh yeah, I feel acomplished because I actually made a long entry in this thing.
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[26 May 2004|07:56pm] |
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holy shit! the last time i updated this the lax season just started and now it just ended. i'm way over do for one of these who-ha's. hmm lets see....what has happened recently...well me and erica broke up :-\...but who knows whats going on with that right now...theres too much going on to think about it right now. But i do want her to know that i still love her. what else has happened...ummm...jeff is tall...dan isnt...weird...umm...bright eyes is still god...im still dead sexy...oh yeah, if ure ever gonna post a comment or some shit, just IM it to me if u can...i never check my e-mail...and sarah, shoot me a holla...my new s/n is StarsKillSilence. aight? welll...thats all for now...peace
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[23 Apr 2004|05:18pm] |
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Hey, whoa i havent updated in a while. well katie told me so i decided to update. not much has happened latley, the lax season started and we're 1-1 right now, hopfully to be 2-1 by next game but we'll see. I', listening to my bright eyes and getting ready to go to the The cadence, the front runner, junction 18, and TREOS show. i cant fucking wait!!!!!! peacr out nigga!!!
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